baby i smell holidays.

HELLO; its been such a dreadful week for me. thank God that this is the final week of school cause i smell holidays already that means i could sleep late, & wake up late; i enjoy sleeping a lot like seriously HAHA. i know its a little late to update about merentas desa; i thought of it as the most boring merentas desa ever i had in almost 4 years in tht school so lifeless. i dragged my friend to jog with me instead of running that made my tummy aches cause she was all hyped up to get points, but in the end we did'nt haha. the highlight of tht day is JET's minions WON haha. & then i spent my whole afternoon with my petite bf zeda :) you have no idea hw cute & tiny her fingers & feets are. so ANYWAY; we are practising th dance routine fr th upcoming wedding event that made me so fatigue. :/ the only fun i had this week ws laughing so hard frm 4st's sketsa's acting. creative & they really brought the meaning of 1 malaysia actually.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESIDENT FRANKIE FU :)

president invited the organizing committee of th installation to go.this was only just now, i just came back. th food was great :) & the people were friendly. so sorry to Andrea that i had to go back early :(

vain picture;
my hair is actually growing & i'll never cut my fringe again for now. :)

PHILIPINES equals to HOLIDAYS!

just updates.

i wish i had enough fats to fill my cheekbones.

Today is just another day in november; fortunately for everyone of us in school are not asked to go to school today, because form 5 are having their convo. i could not wait for me to be next in line to go to convo, it would be the day i will be looking forward to & the day of the last paper of spm id be jumping & and ripping my uniforms off haha okay i exaggerated a lil bit. but my point is i want my actual freedom to do anything i want. so i'll hold up to one more year, & its goodbye. i feel so sick now, my throath hurts like hell! i think its from all the shouting i did when we played the game snap on my uno cards yesterday greaaaat! & im having pms & someone is pissing me off. seriously? if i were you i'd find better things to do then do what others do if you know what i mean.we were practising fr the dance this morning, i slept enough but my body is all fatigue & again girls are sensitive when they have pms. like seriously! i only caught half of the steps they made, cause the heat was bugging me. i was only thankful that my mother agreed fr me to join them. i have nothing to say now. my day was rather dull. all i want now is to have fun without limitations & maybe new slippers. vincivincivinci~

random photos;

i bought this but its not fr meeee ;p

dont let your ego & emotions get to you;

or you might just regret it.

8 more days to school?

22 more days to go philipines! :)

Halloween? not much.

HELLO NOVEMBER; i dont feel the Halloween vibe at all, not if this was America it would be fun to experience treat or trick'ing. i want to watch horror movies, but i guess im such a coward to watch alone. so yeah happy halloween bitches. lets talk about my night last night, i went to this party which was a party about all type of dances they have bellydance, hiphop, latin & etc. zeda came along with me, i wish i had the pictures to show you but my camera was useless, but zeda took a million of pictures last night. il just wait so i can have it. it was in blue lagoon small but worth the price it would only be better if that place were filled with teenagers that would take the wild side of everyone to dance haha that includes me. & the party's is all about promoting aunty Sheila Koh's "Baila Fitness'' in her studio. she's real good in choreographing; i might just even enroll in her class during the holidays just to fil my 60% of my boring time. & i think that 70% of guys i've seen can dance really well than girls, now how is that possible?

i had not have my pms during october, so i woke up this morning having it & now i have cramps. great! & usually my second day always gets worse. why does women has to be the one to have PMS? now that holidays are coming, it would be really heaven fr us but not for form 5, soon it'll be us & usually times like this would be the great time to panic well not unless your prepared which i am hoping i will sooner or later. well good luck to all form 5 kies. you all will be facing the real battle field; not if thats a pressure or anything. ;)

school wont be over till the next two weeks, & i hate it. this Wednesday we are gonna be having our merentas desa, weird much? i think its much better to have it on January; when we are officially form 5. & no, im not in the mood for running anyway, 1. because im not much of a runner 2. i'd rather stay in the interact stall to sale our nasi lemaks. yeah im not energetic at all.

i spent my whole afternoon, with baby Izell; she's getting cuter & getting naughtier seriously, she pulls my hair but still she is cute.

here are some photos of last night;

mind my fugly face here, aint my petite doll looks pretty?:)

october's a lunatic.

october's is a lunatic bitch; but i'll survive alright. dont worry.


HELLO CHICAS; my day was rather dull. got back my essay paper, i wrote about a cute love story & i made it all up haha. i guess it was worth it. well,this week our school made up an activity where we have to sing this crappy song about 'Membaca' ,reads a books fr 10 minutes during assembly, & at least 3 0r 2 students are picked to do their book review on stage. so i brought along my little black dress book 'you kill me' by alison gaylin, i barely had time to even read it so i guess now is the best time haha. im nt done reading th book yet but i find it intense & a sexy mystery. speaking of novels, im in desperate need of sophie kinsella's; so any suggestions?moving on, i feel that going to school nw, is worthless! i'd rather be sleeping & play dead on my bed, than sleeping on a hard table with hot air blowing through my nostrils. 4eko is placed in bilik jahitan, i blame tht teacher. i've been eating a lot these days, & every SUGARS & anything SOUR are off limits from now on; sad to say but my family's generation well my dad's past generation has diabetes, so i might as well back off before i have them. it'll be hard like a fat boy craving for chocolates but i'll try to avoid that & gain more weight; i am a walking skeleton.

to those who was concerned or at least asked about my dad, thank you so much. he went trough the operation safely, & i thank God and my mum fr protecting him. i was crying so hard the day before he had his operation basically because it was his first time having this kind of operation & my dad is a little nervous wreck when it comes to needles & knives that they have in th hospital. so that made me extra worried, don't you think you will to? yeah i thought so. i'm a bad girl at times but my parents brought tht loving & caring part of me; i have a soft spot okay? :) but anyway i hope dady will recover soon, because it would be really empty without him in the Philippine's trip in less then 3 weeks.

GUESS WHAT? my friend's cousin requested fr a traditional dance fr her wedding. at first they tought of doing the sumazau dance but i dont know what happened they decided to do a 'Chinese peacock dance' haha cute, no? to be honest i've never as in never learned or danced any kind of traditional dance before, so im'ma give this a shot. i might suck but hey at least i have the initiative to learn new things. but i find this peacock dance very grace full :p fiona said ' saya rasa lawa oh kalau menari dgn nie lagu' haha she meant by that the song tht we were listening to can make us dance passionately according to the traditional way. so th event is coming up so we still dont have any costumes for that but this is what we have in mind ;

just look at that skirt. more like a dress actually. seriously you cant say this ugly? i find it so stunning. i love how she pulls up her skirt.

this is kinda similar from the above.

OH! & EYE MAKEUPS!
dont get me started. i so so love this.
the combination of th dress & this is likely perfect.

& THIS! i dont think they even have it in kk :(

its new so bare with it.

GREETINGS; as obvious as it looks like i've turned my blog UNprivate. but some of my personal details are restricted & i will not share my private matters here. i decided tht im not changing my link cause i'd be to lazy to ask people to relink me, i dnt want to move to tumblr YET. & mostly i decided to keep my blog because the urge of me sharing every details of my day cant stop me from doing it. so tht's it as lame as it seems http://mainethemaniac.blogspot.com is still here. & link me please. :)

i've been recently busy with exams/excels; i swear tht my brain was about to burst in a million of pieces & also th preparation of the 1st joint-installation is also done; the result was awesome but well if you think it was boring thn the fun part of your brain is damage. so now that everything is finally over, i can start to blog now. i have so many things to say, since then but i was to busy to cope with my blog; i cant really recall of any useless stories tht i have. so this is also one of the main reason why i wanted my blog to be renewed again, its been abounded for a very long time. well for me at least.

so enough about that, about school? now that everything is over & its close to holidays. teachers are not bothered to come in th class to teach. i've been spending most of my time playing UNO cards with my friends assuming that it is educational. haha trust me, it is in a way. when does holidays starts anyway? im so tired to even wake up early in th morning; like most of em' teenagers. the problem is i've been keeping up with my full attendance that i have now. & yes, this year? never even once was i absent. haha so why stop what u started? it is a little challenging. when holidays starts, i'm going to attend those tuition, extra classes & etc. well take note? tht my SPM year 'is' next year! next thing you know it'll be tomorrow, & i dnt want to repeat the same old 'im nt prepared im in deepshit' kind of trouble. & of course studying most of the time will lead me to suicide so i decided tht im gonna learn to drive a car in advance. && not forgetting my trip to the Philippines yet again, i'll never get bored of the food tht they have there & that place is a shopping heaven, if only i could shove my friends in my luggage to make them go with me haha. & oh i gained 3kg! :D

i'm all dried out with words right now, so i'll update soon. ;) xoxo.

some photos from installation;

it wont be official without a vain picture :p

we perfomed a 'las vegas' dance.

i gt a ceritficate HAHA

im next to my president :)

awh; every girls were pretty that night :)